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Profile the girl next door  Sabby, ♥ Sixteen on August 4th 2010. Plugs come and go Tagboard scream it out loud ShoutMix chat widget Affiliates you're on your way |
Twitter tweet tweet folllow me Sweet Sixteen. Sunday, December 20  Aku rasa gambar ini paling sesuai ya. Hahahaha. Happy 16th Birthday Muhd Azmi Bin Azman ! Here's a post dedicated specially to you. Hehs. So , should I describe this boy up here ? I think I should or else people get the wrong idea. Ya some low-life people lah kan. Buh. -.- I've known this guy since 2007 and still counting till today. We've been through break-ups and make-ups and yet , we're still cool with each other. True he can be irritating at times but hey , I think I more irritating. Btol tak Azmi ? Hahaha. Oh well. I wanna say thank you for listening to my problems lately and I can certainly count on you as a friend and obviously as my ex-boyfriend. I know lah I've wished you last night but apparently somebody want me to blog about him. Haha. Alright as usual , harap dipanjangkan umur , and smile always ! :) -Sabby Us against the world. Saturday, December 19 I woke up this morning , fuming. My day started out with fucky messages and I got into a huge fight with Dhany. I don't want to elaborate more on that. I wish I was a baby again. Or a toddler. One who has no worries - Carefree. And this morning I finally realised my biggest mistake and that is to make 18 September 09 happen. Because of that day , I fought with a friend. I'm just tired to be angry again. I never said I didn't need you. Sigh. I just don't know who to trust now. Everything seems topsy-turvy. I'll just leave everything and carry on with my life. One whole day I satyed at home and I spent my day hearing my mum nagging all the way. She kept saying , "kau kalau kat rumah tengok teevee. tak tengok teevee kluar." Aduii. Boleh jadi gila aku kalau hari - hari macam gini. Luckily , there's someone who can entertain me and listen to all my problems. :) I've been wondering who is the person who tagged my tagboard. Who eh ? Hmm.. Alright saya mahu siap. Will update soon. Tata folks. PeeAss : I miss you. Birthday Boy. Friday, December 18  Happy 15th Birthday Putra Syadad Bin Khamsani ! I'm sorry for not wishing you just now when we met at he library. I didn't forget I just didn't remember. Sorry ex-boyfriend. Harap dipanjangkan umur and please don't be action okay. Lain kali nampak , tegur. Jangan diam nak step cool. Okay ? Ha ha. Smile always ! Present takpayah lar eh. Haha. Take Care. ^^ -Sabby. Hell no. Went tuition just now and its the last day. No more tuition until next year. Awesome. :D After tuition , met Hafiz , Putra , Khair and Izzan at the library to borrow books for the malay homework. Me and Khair searched high and low for cerpen and the librarian like pundek siah. People finding books she kept pushing me aside. Tsk. -.- Then went up again , then went down to borrow books. Putra was kind enough to let me use his card cuz my card has overdue charges. Haha. But then right , none of the guys's cards could be use. Hafiz also has outstanding fine. Khair I don't know lah. He kept saying he's pro in using the IC. Hahaha. Nonsense. So in the end , didn't borrow books. Haiyo. I just wrote the title and author hoping to find info in the internet. Aduii very lazy. D: After all that , bid goodbye and rushed to 896B , level 5 again. I suddenly felt like all the energy in me drained out. Was too tired to even lift my eyes. 20 points is not so bad lah. I'm proud of you still. Don't feel down and think that the world just don't support you. I know I do. :) And , congrats to the people who made it to Sec 5. Will be taking the O level paper with them. Huahua. ^^ Then , went home. Reached home , makan , mandi , solat , ngaji. And here I am. I am v the tired and tomorrow have to go to Woodlands CC to take my bursary and I heard some people I know also receiving it. Oh well. Dah lama tak pakai uniform ni. Hmm.. I've actually been thinking about my holiday assignments. I'm dead for sure. I just can't find the will to do it ! I'm getting very lazy neyy ~ Sigh. I need companion. Alright till here. Tata folks. PeeAss : Please I also don't wish to see your face again next year. For all I know I might get stalked again. First love.  This picture reminds me so much of the saying , "It takes two hands to clap." :) I just wanna talk about life now. I don't know why but I suddenly feel all emotional. Harhar. So , how's life ? Life is good. Haha. Good cuz I found out that my used-to-be-boyfriend was a jerk , good cuz a miracle happened , good cuz I'm finally smiling again. My parents are still being parents (controls and such) , but hey , I've come to realise that why get so uptight now about not being able to go out and all but I got a whole lot of freedom after a few months time ? At least someone understands me when it comes to this. You know who you are. :) I never thought that that day would come when I got back what I wanted. Meaning , the heart that I threw away for another idiot. I guess I'm just blind. Afterall , love is blind what. Buhh. Everyone said we looked good together , we are such a sweet couple , and the words I here the most , "he's such a sweet guy." I got only one word , B U L L S H I T. Only the closest people like Soleha bby and Khidhir bestf knows what I'm going through. I'm just scared. Scared to make the same mistake again. But hello , I'm confident that people change for the better and I got someone who's already proven to me that it is true. Again , you know who you are. :) I think I can safely say , I'm contented with my life now. All I want is right here , revolving around me. What more would I want ? Well, I want one thing and that is to pass my O's and move on to poly life where I get all the freedom I want in the world and not to forget , NC 16 & M 18 movies yo. Hahahaha ! R 21 later later uh. I don't want to be that old , yet. ^^ New Years coming. Have you thoght about your new year resolution ? I haven't. Still slowly thinking about it. Hehs. I hope 2010 will be a blast. Senior Year. Final Year in Fuchun. Lastly , my one and only chance to make amends. Just so you know , I'm not usually the bitchy one. I'm practically nice okay. I don't go around critisizing people or cursing people. I'm very friendly. Its the people around me who made me like this. Sigh. I wanna change ! Be the perfect friend , daughter , sister , or maybe one day , girlfriend. I've tried but its not working somehow. Where did I go wrong eh ? 2009. I can say I did quite well in my studies compared to last year in 2008. Haha , I don't blame you lah. But I realised that I've been mean to people. Cursed a lot of people and recently , offended / fought with a lot of people. Sigh. As for my love - life , its like a merry-go-round. It just goes round and round. Haha. Don't get it ? Actually me either. I also don't understand my love-life. Haha. I'm happy anyway. For those who have negative thoughts about me , I don't blame you. Every individuals has their own opinion. Hey , that's human beings. Kalau tak carik dosa tak sah. Btol ? Alright enough blabbering. To sum it up , I'm a happy kid. Will update soon. Tata folks. "nasib love tk bleh berkira lau tak dah beribu." Updates. I know I've been away for the whole week. Well , obviously I'm lazy to update right. Your head ! I've been busy and everytime I want use the comp , ada ada aje yang menyebok. Tsk. But , thank god I still have a phone that has access to the internet for free. Hee. :) Monday ; 14 / 12 / 09 ;
As for my weekends , will update about them soonxzx. Hmm , I guess that's it ? Oh and this time I'm serious about private-ing my blog. I'll only pick the closest to me to be invited. This blog has too many people reading already. And I don't like it ! Hmm. Besides , I got a few personal stuffs to update. Not being action here but I want my privacy too okay. I blog not to attract attention. Its to let out my emotions. -.- Reply to mrsvainpot , I laughed hard reading that particular post. I happen to pass by that blog I don't know why and I happen to read this. Not being sarcastic but I really find it funny. I didn't know that GF's still exist ? Luul.To isetmyfriendonfire , Sorry for that day. Wasn't angry. Was just not in the mood. Text and talk soon aites ? Btw , kata aje nak post pasal sby-thehighroad. Tada pun ? Hmm. Till here. Tata folks. PeeAss : I hope a lot of people will make it to Sec 5. Especially , you (L). Labels: Overloved. | |